I seem to have fallen into a deep pit of procrastination. I have so many things that I need to be doing and yet not a single thing is being done. The most productive thing I seem to be able to do is clear out space on my DVR, and honestly I am failing at that.
What am I doing? Well honestly not much of anything. I am playing a lot of games on my phone and on facebook but that is about the extent of it. I know they are time sucks, but this is a little silly. Also I am not really sure I can blame the games on this bout of non productivity.
Mostly I play the games at work because they are an alternative to working. I have other alternatives at hand though. I could read a book. I could work on a story. I could work on costuming paperwork that I am already behind on. I could even make grocery lists. Alas I do none of it.
I think what it comes down to is that I am just really tired and don't want to think unless I absolutely have to. I want to just let my brain decompress as much as I want the rest of me to decompress. It is one of those hazards of working faire. Full system shut down.
The thing is though that I am starting to get really annoyed by my own procrastination. I don't want all of these things that need to be done lurking out in the ether waiting for me to finish them. I want to look out and see a clean slate so I can relax without anything hanging over my head.
I have pretty much given myself until Friday to get this all out of my system. After Friday I am going to be productive again. I will clean the house, I will get the chores done, I will do my paper work, I will do my work work, I will stop procrastinating all the things.
For now though I think I will play some more sudoku.